My longing to be active in community was a total failure. It is been years that I did something in community. Now is all about solo activities, individual therapy and solo workouts.

I will continue honoring myself by continue my journey alone, I am already used to it.

Maybe in a few years I will try again, this time wiser and with more physical strength.

At least I am not punishing myself to do something my body and mind is not ready.

I will honor myself by continue in a pace that feels amazing and doesn’t exhaust me.

Here it is to more solo activities that fuels me, let them come one by one.