POEMS OF MY SOUL VOL. 2

11/10/21

Despair

In the midst of despair I found myself

It’s still fall out, but am already in winter

What a time to sit with my shadow

After the light is block she emerges

She says, “Hey look at me! Am you!”

I turned towards her and I see is me

I asked, “where are you? All I see is me”

She replies, “we are the same, just negative labels. That society has place on me. Set me free! I beg you!”

I reply, “ my light is broken too. We cannot escape.”

Shadow says, “trust me, just follow my lead then, I will set us both free.”

Just turn off your light and let our love guide us.

Let’s dive in love to be free.

Always remember, in the midst of despair only our own love can save us.

11/8/21

The Rejected

Fuck Society!

The Business world rejected me fresh out of college

Then my next adventure in politics, I was rejected too

Use my gift in the hospital and ended up rejected

Went into teaching and was rejected.

They all wonder what was that thing about me that made me so powerful

My energy scared them.

Try getting into business and they only way I made it was as investor

I am too special to fit in a box

I break the boxes I try to fit in

All I ever wanted was to experience the mundane

But I turned the mundane into the most unique experience.

Rejected for being amazing 

11/8/21

Society

Oh you insane criminal!

Labels me society.

The doctors labeled me insane, mentally ill.

The cops labeled me as a criminal.

The psych ward patients labeled me the holy spirit.

No regular job will hire me with those labels.

My only options are to be label disabled, win the lottery, or marry rich.

Other see me as healer

Who is the bipolar now?

The world is an asylum

The system is broken

Everybody is tired of the nonsense

I want out!

The being of light says “You are doing good job sweetie.”

I wonder what’s the point of being awake?

It feels like being sober around drunk people

Poems of my Soul Vol. 1

Here are some of the poems I wrote few years ago, enjoy them and let me know what you think.

11/10/21

The needs of my soul

To be worry free

To be understood

To explore

To go on adventures

To have fun

To be loved

To get high on love

To rest

To slow down

To make love

To Daydream

To be creative

To play and dance

To be seen and heard

11/10/21

Madness!

Oh! To be madness is…

To be free

To be Unique

To see the truth

To stand out

To be authentic

To be creative

To embrace it all

To be madness is to say Fuck You! To Society and do You!

9/22/21

My Neighbors Trees

I do not know your names but you gave shades during the sunny hot days of summer.

I always look forward to your changes.

I love watching you during the spring as your leaves blossom.

In fall I love watching your leaves change colors.

But the other day, I finally saw you in your glory.

It was just the 4 of you standing next to each other strong and powerful.

And what I saw was not just your essence but the essence of my soul.

For what I see in you, exists in me.

11/10/21

Winter Eve

Leaves are falling

Days getting shorter

Colder airs are in

Time to retrieve

Go deep within

Find warmth in the depth of my soul

Be ready for the times of despair that winter brings.