Leadership

As I step into my role of transformational Advisor and Heart-Centered Healer I can’t help feel lil bit insecure.

Who am I to lead others but then I remember I have tons of personal experience and knowledge to share with those that want to grow and lead from the heart.

That everything comes full circle, my learning, experience and daily reflection. They have made me the leader that I am today. I learned to heal and lead from the heart.

My greatest gift to the world are my healing nature and my leadership. I might had challenging times but those times has made me a thoughtful heart-centered leader.

One of the kind human being that is finally stepping into her role she was born to play in this world.

The spiritual and intellectual journey

As I read more about about data driven society are we forgetting to add the spiritual part of what it is to be human?

I can’t help thinking that more and more of us will suffer from mental health as we disconnect from our spirit and try to be like AI.

I hope we go back to what makes us humans, the soul, spirit. Work from our heart/spirit not just from data.

Face

My attempt to abstract face painting. Do you like it

POEMS OF MY SOUL VOL. 2

11/10/21

Despair

In the midst of despair I found myself

It’s still fall out, but am already in winter

What a time to sit with my shadow

After the light is block she emerges

She says, “Hey look at me! Am you!”

I turned towards her and I see is me

I asked, “where are you? All I see is me”

She replies, “we are the same, just negative labels. That society has place on me. Set me free! I beg you!”

I reply, “ my light is broken too. We cannot escape.”

Shadow says, “trust me, just follow my lead then, I will set us both free.”

Just turn off your light and let our love guide us.

Let’s dive in love to be free.

Always remember, in the midst of despair only our own love can save us.

11/8/21

The Rejected

Fuck Society!

The Business world rejected me fresh out of college

Then my next adventure in politics, I was rejected too

Use my gift in the hospital and ended up rejected

Went into teaching and was rejected.

They all wonder what was that thing about me that made me so powerful

My energy scared them.

Try getting into business and they only way I made it was as investor

I am too special to fit in a box

I break the boxes I try to fit in

All I ever wanted was to experience the mundane

But I turned the mundane into the most unique experience.

Rejected for being amazing

11/8/21

Society

Oh you insane criminal!

Labels me society.

The doctors labeled me insane, mentally ill.

The cops labeled me as a criminal.

The psych ward patients labeled me the holy spirit.

No regular job will hire me with those labels.

My only options are to be label disabled, win the lottery, or marry rich.

Other see me as healer

Who is the bipolar now?

The world is an asylum

The system is broken

Everybody is tired of the nonsense

I want out!

The being of light says “You are doing good job sweetie.”

I wonder what’s the point of being awake?

It feels like being sober around drunk people

About Me

My name Stephanie and I live in New Jersey. By trade I am a former Spanish educator, Markerter and currently a Reiki Master and Artist. I paint abstract art, write poems and dance.

I am in service to others in different ways, I help older adults navigate social security and other benefits. I serve as emotional support to my peers.

I’m mentally disabled but still in service in my spare time while I am not writing, painting, learning, doing reiki, dancing, in the sauna or going for acupuncture.

I see a therapist, energy healer and a psych doctor once a month.

After my last relapse I took my wellness seriously and I am about holistic wellness and taking care of myself mind, body and spirit.

I will share more about my mental health journey and education as I hold an undergrad degree in marketing, masters degree in education and certifications in holistic wellness and reiki. Currently working in a digital marketing certification.

Connecting with the Universe

Have you ever wonder how to connect to the Universe/Higher self?

The simple way to make the connection is to use Objective questions.

The Universe will always support you as long your questions are positive and objective.

Think about it, If the Universe default answer is yes to your questions, you will have negative responses when your thinking and questions are negative.

Remember this, The Universe default answer is Yes.

The question should always be positive and objective.

Would I ever found love? Instead of would I always be lonely?

Also, remember to make your positive objective questions in the present tense, after all time is an illusion and we always living in the now.